Battling The Demon Within

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There’s a thorn in my leg
Every time I stand on my two feet
Strong, short, sturdy
It pricks deeper

I don’t know shit fuck
In this world
Worst thing I did
Was to assume that I knew everything

But guilt
Guilt is a powerful emotion
Undefeated weapon
Keeps me in check
Every time I assume
I am the best
Shows me I don’t know anything
I am not more intelligent than anyone
I’m just as fucked up as the rest of us
If not worse

I know I am not perfect
I battle a beast inside me
I have evil and good inside me
A battle like that between Ra and Set
Darkness and Light

All I can do is try
Try to shine more light than darkness
But is that even possible
When both equal each other?
But to accept these extremes
Is a start

I am not in charge
What I think is light
Could simply be darkness
And maybe when I sleep
That’s when I wake
And what I consider light
Maybe is just a big illusion

Photocredit: A psychic Awakening

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